I entered into a new group of womanhood, those who had experienced the pain of miscarriage, and I came out wiser and stronger.

I’m scared that others will forget - but I promise I never will. 

You feel . . . Pain, upset, anger, emptiness, numbness, sadness, failure, guilt, grief, loneliness

COVID made it so much worse as you haven’t got anyone there even to hug straight after, hold your hand or support you.

But I’ll remember you two always, And mourn the life that never was, And in my heart I’ll cradle, My Angel babies up above...

If you are going through this or have gone through this I send you all the love in the world.

I was more anxious about this pregnancy.

We have a difficult decision to make about our future, but that is not a decision we can make now. I need to heal and we need to heal together.

You do find a strength you didn't know you had when you go through it yourself.