8 September 2015

Photo from AlanaI was 19 weeks pregnant or so I thought.

I found out my baby was a little girl at 15 weeks. My husband and I were so excited and shocked all in one. I felt so blessed to be able to carry and have my own child.

I went in for a regular appointment on Monday, we used a fetal Doppler but heard nothing so we scheduled an ultrasound for the next day. And that’s how I found out. I was told my daughter had stopped developing at 16 weeks… My heart fell to the floor and I rushed home with out any questions. As soon as my husband got home I told him what was going on and he too cried an held me.

Everyone around me was having babies. Cousins sisters best friends all but me. All I could think about was what I did wrong…

I have never loved someone as much as I loved her. She was the best thing that happened to my husband and I besides each other and it was all taken away from us…

It hasn’t been a year nor even a whole month but when it gets a year I will honor my daughter in every way possible.

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