11 January 2017

On 11th January 2017 we were told that our miracle IVF baby no longer had a heartbeat. Seeing my husband’s face at that moment was the most heartbreaking thing I have ever witnessed.

On 15th June 2017 we found out our second baby wasn’t going to come home with us either.

On 21st May 2018 we said goodbye to our third baby, who had got lost after the doctor placed him so carefully in my womb, and instead made my fallopian tube his home.

Three pregnancies, three losses. I’ve never known a pain like it. Each time I think I can’t sink any lower, but each time I pick myself up and carry on.

This year I will watch the three beautiful roses that we planted in memory of our children blossom, and bring beauty into our world. And try to find the strength to try again.

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