27 September 2018

Here’s my story… I found out I was pregnant on 08/26/18 from a pregnancy test. I couldn’t believe it. I had to buy 3 more tests just to prove it to myself cause my husband was diagnosed with cancer when he was small. So I was so happy for us to be pregnant, but I had a bad feeling, I knew something was wrong.

I went to the doctor they got my hcg and it was 27,000 but they couldn’t see anything at that time. Later on I went to a obgyn on 09-20-18 and they did a pap smear and vaginal u/s and tell me it’s just a empty sac, there is no baby.

My heart broke. I cried so bad, I couldn’t accept it. I went to multiple doctors to make sure this is true. Everyone told me the same thing – empty sac, there’s no baby.

Then I found out my hcg levels where dropping so then I knew I was gonna have a miscarriage. I had what is called a blighted ovum. I didn’t no this was possible to get pregnant and there’s no baby there. I went to the hospital on 09/27/18 and had Cytotec pill to miscarry and that was it, within 10 minuets I was bleeding and it was done. I wasn’t pregnant anymore.

I was hurt, mad, blamed everyone, but then I came to my senses and thanked God, cause maybe this baby wasn’t right and he knew I couldn’t handle something like that. I’m afraid to sleep with my husband cause I have a fear of if it happened again… I don’t know what to do, was it my fault or his… Or it wasn’t meant.

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