29 April & 23 October, 2016

Tonight I ended up in A&E. I knew what was coming. 6 months previously I suffered a miscarriage at 6 weeks, went into early labour and ended up having the pregnancy tissue removed.

Tonight, at 9 weeks I lost another angel. The pain of my contracting womb had no bearing on the pain of what was coming, the numbness I felt in my heart, the pain of knowing that little heartbeat I saw at 6 weeks was no more, knowing I have to grieve all over again.

I can be thankful that I have one healthy little boy, who I am eternally grateful for. Not only that, I have 2 shining stars who will never be forgotten.

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