27 February 2015

I have always wanted to be a mummy, past relationships it hadn’t happened.

I’m now with an amazing man and a year and half down the line after four months a positive test. I was so happy, my dreams had come true. I talked to you all the time and told you how much you were loved.

Sadly at 11 weeks I started to bleed. Following a scan, a missed miscarriage was confirmed (you had flew to heaven at 8 weeks). I was devastated. At 33 I’m scared we won’t get another chance. I am still so proud that I was a mummy to you, you’re our Angel butterfly now and we will never forget you.

This year I will go to our special place and throw some tulips in the river.

Daddy has bought you a lovely poem that we will put on the wall in our new home.

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