6 October 2016

After a devastating break up, I was left alone with the loss of a baby I never expected.

For something that was so wrong in a time of loss it was the worst experience I have ever been through in my life.

I am 17 years old. I don’t know how to cope when I think of the nights I dealt with this alone. I may have not been ready for a child at this age, but the loss of my own and who I thought was my love was unreal. I cannot bear to see his face because I couldn’t even get a text.

I’m not sure if this is a story worth sharing but there isn’t a day where I don’t go through this.

This year I will stay strong on my own.

One Comment

  1. Miscarriage Association says:

    I’m so sorry to read this story of loss, K. – and do apologise that we didn’t spot it earlier. You have been through so much pain – the loss of the person you loved and of the child you might have had together. It is a huge amount of sadness to bear alone at any age, and it must be desperately hard for you.

    You have pledged to stay strong on your own and that shows real determination. But do please know that there is also strength in finding support to help you through. Do get in touch if you’d like: by phone (01924 200799, Mon-Fri, 9 – 4); or by email (info@miscarriageassociation.org.uk) or by messaging us via https://www.facebook.com/MiscarriageAssociation. You might also find some help and comfort in looking at our ‘young people’ section (http://www.miscarriageassociation.org.uk/support/feelings-after-pregnancy-loss/support-for-young-people/).

    Wishing you gentler times ahead.