11 and 14 September

I was so excited when my first cycle of fertility treatment worked and I found out I was pregnant. Then at my 7 week scan my world collapsed when they told me there was no heartbeat and that I’d had a missed miscarriage. September the 11th was the due date for my first baby and I often think of that date and what might/should have been. I had another 6 cycles of fertility treatment including three failed cycles and another 3 early miscarriages.

Then on my 8th cycle I got a positive and managed to get to my 7 week scan and finally saw the most beautiful thing in the world, my baby’s heartbeat. Due to my history they agreed to scan me again at 9 weeks.

Today, the 14th September at my 9 week scan I was told my baby no longer had a heartbeat.

5 miscarriages in 20 months, all tests normal.

Absolutely devastated and don’t know what to do next.

This year I will quietly remember all my babies on the 11th of September. x

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