I remember thinking to myself ‘I wish I could give you some of my heart little one’.

I was left on a treatment bed on my own as partners can't come up to the wards due to Covid.

I thought I'd share my story with you, about why I joined the Miscarriage Association's Miles That Matter challenge.

Only known by a love so fierce, so deep and so profound... Were you ever really there?

I do not know how I feel about future pregnancy now as it is still too raw, but I do hope one day we will feel ready to try for our rainbow baby.

I entered into a new group of womanhood, those who had experienced the pain of miscarriage, and I came out wiser and stronger.

I’m scared that others will forget - but I promise I never will. 

You feel . . . Pain, upset, anger, emptiness, numbness, sadness, failure, guilt, grief, loneliness

COVID made it so much worse as you haven’t got anyone there even to hug straight after, hold your hand or support you.