I worry that people will not understand my feelings now that I am pregnant again and can’t shake the feeling that something will go wrong. It is something I think there should be more information around and this is why I wanted to share our story, whatever the outcome this time around.

He was so peaceful and so tiny... I’ll never forget his wee face.

We may never find out the reasons why we lost our babies, but they are always in our hearts.

Thanks to all of you who have been brave enough to share your own stories. I share the dark places you have been to, the terrifying thoughts and grief. I see you and I hope you see me too.

Knowing I was pregnant on our wedding day, I found our wedding photos so hard to look at. Our baby is there in my tummy in those pictures forever. Two months later and I actually find some comfort in them.

My small grain of rice - a poem.

I never knew I could have so much love for someone I never got to meet.