You were a whisper of promise, of life and love.

I close my eyes and wish that love alone could be enough for this baby to miraculously survive because if it was, he or she would live forever.

I don’t want sympathy, but I do want awareness.

Although I will never forget this experience, I don’t ever want to. Baby Han will forever be my first born!

Thinking about the ways in which I can commemorate our unborn child is the only thing that brings peace in my heart.

When we come out the other side, whenever that will be, I know that we will be stronger still.

I was more anxious about this pregnancy.

I felt so sad that I was experiencing this on my own because of COVID-19.

I saw you in my dreams the day I was losing you, saying goodbye to me.