My heart was broken, I remember crying for hours.

In a matter of minutes I went from having this idea in my head of seeing my baby and becoming a mum to being told that there was no heartbeat.

Unfortunately the day of the 20 week scan turned out to be the day I lost my baby.

I have learnt that sharing can help and that silence only leads to more silence.

I will remember every single date my heart won't let me forget.

It is what it is...

I feel like the world is carrying on and I am in the slow lane.

Every part of who I was loved my baby more than I have ever been capable of loving anything or anyone else.

I hope you know I hold you in my heart forever.