This baby was painfully wanted.

An open letter to everyone who isn’t the 1 in 4.

Not a day goes by when I don’t think about our lost baby.

Whoever ends up reading this I hope it gives you something, if not only that maybe we share some similar feelings in a time when you think you’re the only one.

The only intention of me writing this is to send some comfort from someone who has experienced miscarriage... hopefully this will help you to realise that you’re not alone in all of this.

I do hope that through all of this, you will be able to see the sunshine again, after the storm.

I had a gut feeling something wasn't right from the beginning.

It was so small and tiny. But it was real.

My baby's name was Maisie and I will love her for all of my life.

I need time to heal and I know that I will.