On these days, we'll do the things that make us happy. Walk our beautiful dog, eat cake, drink tea and, if I'm totally honest, I'll cry. I try to be strong every day, hoping that things will get easier, but some days, you just need to stop and think. I think those days will be just that.

Sadly we never got to hold you or hear you but I will always remember seeing you on the screen on the day I had my scan.