Even though I have my happy ending, I am not the same woman I was 3 years ago.

Though we have lost, we have also loved. And for that alone, we are mothers.

I am forever grateful for this service and the amazing lady who answered my call to help me when I couldn't help myself.

If I can let another woman or couple know they are not alone it makes a world of a difference.

I write this honest account and share my raw and painful experience in the hope that it gives others who are suffering some validation that they are not alone in their thoughts and feelings - and that whatever they feel is ok

'Birthdays in Gilead', a poem.

I hope you find comfort in my words. You are not alone.

There is not a day that goes by we don't think about you.

I will always wonder what could have been.

I was told the news no Mum-to-be wants to hear, “there is no heartbeat”.