I suffered a miscarriage and found out at my first scan. I knew something was wrong the day before but tried to keep positive.
A few months later my boyfriend ended our relationship and I felt like my whole world was ending.
I’ve moved on from the relationship but I fear I’ll never move on from the loss of my baby.
I regret going back to work so quickly and not allowing myself time to heal as I feel like it’s hit me much later on.
I’m at the age where a lot of people around me are having children, every time I log onto Facebook or Instagram I see scan photos and it breaks my heart.
As awful as it sounds I’m secretly dreading the time my friends and close ones come to have a baby and I feel so angry at myself for feeling that way.