For anyone else going through this, please stay strong, don't blame yourself and find comfort from those who care. You're not alone.

Every little baby is a miracle.

I once saw a quote that said, ‘one day you will tell your story of how you overcame what you went through and that will be someone else’s survival guide.’ So here it is, my story.

There is such a stigma with miscarriage and baby loss.

I’m sharing this story for all the other young women feeling confused, upset, and guilty

I hope I can try to spend my life doing anything I can to help prevent baby loss, or at least give better support for when it happens. I want to give my babies a legacy - as they are, and always will be, with me.

I had support from friends and organisations but ultimately I had to learn how to be a new version of me. Because the person I was before, died with my babies.

I will never ever forget either of you, I promise, and I promise to try and live the fullest and happiest life I can in honour of you both.