Grief never leaves you and there isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t feel the ache in my heart for those babies I could never hold.

However someone chooses to deal with a situation like this is completely up to them and NORMAL!

Even though we never held those babies in our arms, they will be forever in our hearts.

I worry that people will not understand my feelings now that I am pregnant again and can’t shake the feeling that something will go wrong. It is something I think there should be more information around and this is why I wanted to share our story, whatever the outcome this time around.