You was our seed, our hope our joy.
It didn’t matter to me if you was a girl or a boy.
I saw you, a fluttering butterfly, I fell in love,
Your heart was so small but pumping blood.
You answered my prayers, literally couldn’t believe my luck,
Then you was gone…
Was it something I did? Deserve? Did I muck this all up?
I was so happy you came but so sad you left,
I kept loving you unaware you had taken your last breath.
My life now re set, 3 months over and done
My future plans gone, flown away with you, Little One.
Now visions of my dining table, yours is just an empty chair,
My family not quite complete because you are not there.
To me, you was not just a baby but the adult you would become.
So my boys are missing a brother, sister.
Us, our daughter or son.
I’m so sorry you was just a flower that didn’t know how to grow
So all that’s left is to grieve because that’s just love that has nowhere to go…
Will forever miss you.
My baby